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Actor Sophie Ward has tried to be a perfect parent. Then she fell in love with a woman and left. His children are now adults - how to adapt to your family reconfigured affect

In early 1996, I had just turned 31 years old and lived with my husband and two children in a small village in Gloucestershire. Later this year, who still live with my two children in the same town, but my husband and I had separated and my future wife had moved in. It was year one of us.

was the year that hurt some of the people closest to me, lost friends and alienated unknown year, I did not know how to overcome. However, this year gave more than he took. This was the year when I woke up.

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fell in love with when I met him in Los Angeles. It was a great surprise for me to fall in love with a woman, who for some time had realized that my feelings of attraction to women would not go away if I ignored. What was a surprise was the intensity of the relationship and how they both knew that some transatlantic visits per year just does not work. We loved each other and wanted to be together.

For the first time in my adult life, I felt lost. I could see no solution that does not require a great agitation and distress. I am not a believer in personal happiness at all costs and not rely on my instincts. How could he go to the next step without harming the people I cared more about the world?

talked with close friends, I went to therapy. I wake up at night and I tried to solve it. The words turned into darkness, "divorce", "lesbian". It was a world of uncertainty.

I wanted to be a perfect parent, natural labor, breastfeeding, parenting weapons without sugar. There was a smug comfort to believe that they are the "good" things to do. But I went to a new territory.

know there are other families with relatives gays and I read were in books and articles on the lives of "others." Lives have been admired as a feminist and a mother, but it took a while for me to understand now that were "other." My family and we must accept this alternative. With the support and strength of the boys' father and Rena, we took the next step.

My children were four and seven years old when Rena moved to England. She brought with her wealth of Korean-American heritage and a backpack full of candy. It was an instant success.

few months ago, nothing has really changed in the lives of children. His father came to the weekend, were in the same school in the same house, but the food was much better now. Then, the paper realized our internal arrangements and all hell broke loose.

Everyone in our family was not the door

my parents in London, the mother of Rena in the Midwest. The city was besieged by photographers. We went for a few weeks while the dust has settled, and every day we called the local pub to see how things were going. "Do not come back yet," he said, "The sandwiches are betrayal."

We had our picture taken next to a first to reduce the reward of paparazzi snaps. We spoke with the paper and waited for the story to go.

But now we were well and truly "out".

The critical reaction was mixed. There were those who thought it was a crisis, they could not understand why everyone and some that we considered courageous. My parents and my sisters already knew and had met Rena. They were good, but some people thought I was a crisis are those closest to me.

Friends and professional advisors tried to speak again in the closet. A friend told me that the best he could do was to keep quiet. He probably had a better head on the cultural landscape from the point of view of race, which may well have been right. Those brave us as a couple gave us more credit than we had. So, really, was the alternative? Rena and were not ashamed of our relationship. We had planned a short article in a newspaper and had been taken out of our hands, but we did not want to hide. Some argue that his private life is his business, but there is more at stake than when the intrusion release that you're gay.

The suicide rate in the UK for young adults gay is three times higher than their heterosexual peers. In many countries, lesbians and homosexuals are persecuted and threatened, often by their own governments. In an ideal world, the public / private debate could be discussed in terms of academics, but for now, the staff is always political. What kind of life you stand when thugs dictate terms?

When you have children, your priority is to prepare them for life and they need to know that your family and what it means. They need you to be there at the gates of school meetings, parents, school trips, and on holidays. The same family are at home.

Whatever

children released in the court or in the classroom in the form of intimidation or ridicule, they need to know that although his family can be classic, is a family it exists.

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identity is important, which is why the debate on marriage has become a touchstone. We gave the children the words that people can use. We told them what was good, but they all meant the same thing, and when they were about to Rena and I love each other. Rena talked about being a stepmother, since I am the eldest son of my ex-husband, Corran. His father was always very involved life, visiting the weekend and be there for the children. We present the events as a family.
For those who thought that homosexuality - and, by extension, to be gay parents - was not a big problem in 1996, we still had Article 28 in place. Nearly two decades later, simply rebellion conservative acceptance of gay marriage see that homophobia is rooted in Parliament. Imagine that every time you want to go with the person you love in a public place, you should think twice.

For a long time we were the only gay parents we know. Of course, parents were like the others, making it as we went along. But there were some specific problems that arise as canyons along the route Parenting slow-fast.


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